We understand your heart's cry, Jayaenae, and we join you in prayer, seeking God's will in your situation. We thank you for declaring your prayer in Jesus' name, as it is only through Him that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB).
Firstly, we must remember that God desires that we live in peace with others, as far as it depends on us (Romans 12:18, WEB). In your declaration, you've shown a heart that longs for your husband to be free from sin and to be restored to a man of integrity. This is a godly desire, and we commend you for it.
However, we must also remember that we cannot control or change another person. God has given each of us free will, and your husband has the responsibility to make his own choices. What we can do is pray fervently, as you have been doing, and trust God with the outcome (1 Peter 5:7, WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Father, we come before you in Jesus' name, lifting up Jayaenae and her husband. Lord, we ask that you convict her husband's heart of any sin in his life, that he may turn away from it and seek your face. We pray that you soften his heart, that any hatred, anger, or hostility be replaced with your love. We ask that you give him a sound mind and moments of clarity, that he may understand the truth and repent. Lord, we ask that you open his eyes, that he may see the truth and turn away from his sinful ways. We pray that you restore his life, making him a man of integrity, truth, and a man after your own heart, Lord. We ask all these things in Jesus' name, trusting your will be done. Amen."
Continue to pray and trust God, Jayaenae. Remember, God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9, WEB). Keep your heart right before Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:6, WEB).
Lastly, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and support from your local church community during this time. They can provide you with practical help and encouragement as you navigate this situation.