seanathon
Prayer Warrior
i i acutally had a very good day today it was a beauutiful day it was so clear and sapphire i was graced with love today it was truly awesome to be able to draw today i actually have been drawing better than i have in my whole life some aspects of my drawing are coming back and all the strengths that i have had were actually coming together, and even some of the creativity that i had when i was a kid, my mom who is an awesome artist also has been noticing, and i jsut wanted to say that it was such a privilege to draw for the video game company that i am working with, i would ask that the video game company would get love and respect that he members of assailant studios would grow as friends and brother and sisters and that the love of jesus would be truly watch over Eric underwood our leader at assialant studios and i just wanted to say that i am glad that i get work with them it is truly a priviledge and an honor to be able to live the dreams i had when i was a kid of maybe someday makinga video a video game and i ask for guidance to bring the joy of making a video game with all people who i meet who really would like to i ask that you would help assailant studios to be ministers of peace and love in this age, that we could bring instruments of the holy spirit in to the ccanvas of video games and that we could use the love that is in pop culture and aspirations of loving dreams in video games to redefine the genre, and to revitalize the love that people would have connecting to each other through the medium, video games are a big part of peoples live;s now as they grow up as kids and more and more as they become adults it is a priviledge to be able to be able to imagine cool things and see them come to joyous life . I would ask for protection for assailant studios as a whole that the people that it meets it would be friend to and a help like a servant and jesus oplease show us how to get this company started and off the ground to help the people in pomona and make it a thirving art colony that could help kids who dont see a future or hope to come to our studio and be able to make art and imagine and dream of love in life and of grace in the holy spirit in jesus christs name i pray amen and please be with kevin and the other lead artists and i ask that we get along, i would ask for help being a friend to everyone at sassialkant studios and be able to forgive myself and anyone who i may not have been as nice as i should habe been its a honor to work with the people at assilant studios and it is fun to hang out with them i would like to make them my friends and i ask for hlep humbling myself or accepting humbling to live out my happy dreams that i had being able to make video games with friends amen and i would ask for help because i still feel interference but i know it is a beautiful day in jesus christs name amen
On a more pleading note i would ask for help and forgiveness to forgive and have a good relationship with my mo mary hughes i realize that there is still borkenness in thsi house and it was because of my actions, also she was dealing with lots of things when i had my problems in highschool it has been a slow recovery, pleae help me to battle and defeat this anger that tries to upwell in me, that tries to make me feel guilty and confused, i have had alot of problems because of perhaps some unforgiveness that i have been holding and i ask for the strength and the courage the love to be able to trust the holy spirit and to ask for help to forgive and to have a good relationship with my mom, honestly there are so many good dreams that i wanted to have with my mom i wanted to learn to be an artist i wanted to paint with her i wnated to make her ooud i remember days in the past when i would watch with joy as she saw me as a boyscout i would watch with joy as i played with her as a child and now i need help because there are things that tell me that it is hopeless that my parents are too old, i ve even been told by some that it is time to move on, many kids my own age are trying to find jobs and are out on their own now, i am glad that my parents were hgracious enough an dloving and kind enough to help pay my loans they have been Incredibly forgiving and understanding, but i ask for help i ask for help being forgiving and gracious to them, to care for them as they cared for me, to be a good brother and son to respect them, to not let irritation or anger (which is always unjust in the cases that i have been encountering) to be able to let me sing songs of respect for all they taught me, that i would respect CGU the claremont graduate school The art Gallery, My Brother and all his friends and i would ask for help, sometimes i get so confused i fail at simple commands from my parents, i ask that there would be calming in this house, not by anger, silence or aloofness, but by love kindness, laughter, understanding, care and compassion, that we would work with each other with love and kindness and gentleness, and that all of our fears would be healed by sunlight of each bright new day, i have been dreading truly and honestly the future but you have given great days i ask that i give up my fears of the future that you would show me how to love and to truly and honestly work to bea good son and brother, you know that i feared to have to take care of the family when my father edward hughes had parkinsons, and i would ask for healing and calming of my nerves, and also that i could be esspecially gracious and generous to my family AMEN and i would ask that love would conquer negativity, also that m ybitter dissapointment that i started having explosive anger and attention problems would also be healed, you know that i had huge dissapointment when i was told i had a terrible illness i would not recover from but then i had faith and did not believe the diagnosis and now you have not only allowed me to be free from that diagnosis bu tyou have had the doctor that gave the diagnosis confess tome that he was wrong and apologize for his overreacting, i ask for forgiveness fo rme because i thought i deserved and demanded help, instead of believeing that you would siee me thorugh i got anger i thought that you were going to abnadon me to a lige of pain and sorrow that i could not recover from and honestly i thought i was going to die helpless you know that this was my fear, that this illness that isnt even real would have robbed me of my life and the hopes nad dreams and friends and fmamily that i wanted to have, i love you for aloowing me to hear that i do not have this illness but i now ask for the strength to forgive myself for all the trespasses i have commiteed and ask for your healing grace to help me to heal compeletey from that heartbreak that i felt, i aslso wanted to thank you for allowing me to have the people in my life who helped me get through the rough time i had in the past, now that i look at my past some of the problems i had were understandable but i just ask that things would get back to normal before all this bitter stupid stuff, and in all honest i ask that highschool and its problems would stay in the past as far as east is from west removed and distant away from me , i would ask for healing and consideration and help for me to stay focused and calm in relaity, i am realiing that you are giving me healing days of bliss and you are giving me protection, sometimes i feel like if i could just do one thing that was genuinely loving that my parents could just see that i truly care about them that all would be ok so i pray that i could today that i would stop being half hearted, and show my parents and my brother that i still truly and deeply love them and jesus please show them and all people that you love them infeintely deeper and i would ask for forgiveness again and a calm gentle night, thank you for remeding all my terrible situations whcih i thought i would have to carry and jesus thank you for the beautiful day it is an aweesome night and i love the music you have given me to listen to this night and the last few days, this ballad singer is awesome and may she be quadruply blessed at least for how awesome she has allowed me to remember the hopes i had when i was a kid, thank you for hte beautiful life, and i would ask for attentivieness and strength as well as a truly restful and silent light and a night in jesus chrsits name and although i have been through a dark night i would ask for healing and true light to banish all the negative nightmares that have been trying to keep me in problems i would ask for healing of my borkensness and that by grace i would come to you calmly, and humbly, i am grateful that you have allowed me to get this far, but i know you have even better plans for me loving plans that will come to frution and i would ask for the help to allow you r plas for me in this life to bloom into sunflowers of love that i could bear good fruit and i would ask for help because honestly its been hard recently even though i know you are guiding me its been a struggle against compulsiveness, against darkness against voices nad dellusions which arent even real, and also i admit that i may have had a huge part of this problem but i know you want me to get out of the darkness of unforgiveness of myself i ask for forgiveness to remember who i used to be, and who i am supposed to be, not in a judgemental way but in a loving way like when i was a kid at christmas when i would listen to my dad talk about ireland and his childhood in brooklyn, and my moms childhood with her horses, i would jsut ask that this negativity and all that represents would simply no longer have authority or any power over me or anyone in my house or anyone anywhere and i would ask for help to be able to get along with people, because there has been something gettingin my way, i worry that there is a serious fear in me and i would ask that you would calmly bring me to warm shore. to all a good a good night and i would ask that anyone reading this prayer would ask for peace, stillness and a refinement of my prayer life, that i would be able to pray and listen to jesus in a real and honest way and talk about what has been upsetting me in stillness and listen and accpet the answer that he would say amen.
On a more pleading note i would ask for help and forgiveness to forgive and have a good relationship with my mo mary hughes i realize that there is still borkenness in thsi house and it was because of my actions, also she was dealing with lots of things when i had my problems in highschool it has been a slow recovery, pleae help me to battle and defeat this anger that tries to upwell in me, that tries to make me feel guilty and confused, i have had alot of problems because of perhaps some unforgiveness that i have been holding and i ask for the strength and the courage the love to be able to trust the holy spirit and to ask for help to forgive and to have a good relationship with my mom, honestly there are so many good dreams that i wanted to have with my mom i wanted to learn to be an artist i wanted to paint with her i wnated to make her ooud i remember days in the past when i would watch with joy as she saw me as a boyscout i would watch with joy as i played with her as a child and now i need help because there are things that tell me that it is hopeless that my parents are too old, i ve even been told by some that it is time to move on, many kids my own age are trying to find jobs and are out on their own now, i am glad that my parents were hgracious enough an dloving and kind enough to help pay my loans they have been Incredibly forgiving and understanding, but i ask for help i ask for help being forgiving and gracious to them, to care for them as they cared for me, to be a good brother and son to respect them, to not let irritation or anger (which is always unjust in the cases that i have been encountering) to be able to let me sing songs of respect for all they taught me, that i would respect CGU the claremont graduate school The art Gallery, My Brother and all his friends and i would ask for help, sometimes i get so confused i fail at simple commands from my parents, i ask that there would be calming in this house, not by anger, silence or aloofness, but by love kindness, laughter, understanding, care and compassion, that we would work with each other with love and kindness and gentleness, and that all of our fears would be healed by sunlight of each bright new day, i have been dreading truly and honestly the future but you have given great days i ask that i give up my fears of the future that you would show me how to love and to truly and honestly work to bea good son and brother, you know that i feared to have to take care of the family when my father edward hughes had parkinsons, and i would ask for healing and calming of my nerves, and also that i could be esspecially gracious and generous to my family AMEN and i would ask that love would conquer negativity, also that m ybitter dissapointment that i started having explosive anger and attention problems would also be healed, you know that i had huge dissapointment when i was told i had a terrible illness i would not recover from but then i had faith and did not believe the diagnosis and now you have not only allowed me to be free from that diagnosis bu tyou have had the doctor that gave the diagnosis confess tome that he was wrong and apologize for his overreacting, i ask for forgiveness fo rme because i thought i deserved and demanded help, instead of believeing that you would siee me thorugh i got anger i thought that you were going to abnadon me to a lige of pain and sorrow that i could not recover from and honestly i thought i was going to die helpless you know that this was my fear, that this illness that isnt even real would have robbed me of my life and the hopes nad dreams and friends and fmamily that i wanted to have, i love you for aloowing me to hear that i do not have this illness but i now ask for the strength to forgive myself for all the trespasses i have commiteed and ask for your healing grace to help me to heal compeletey from that heartbreak that i felt, i aslso wanted to thank you for allowing me to have the people in my life who helped me get through the rough time i had in the past, now that i look at my past some of the problems i had were understandable but i just ask that things would get back to normal before all this bitter stupid stuff, and in all honest i ask that highschool and its problems would stay in the past as far as east is from west removed and distant away from me , i would ask for healing and consideration and help for me to stay focused and calm in relaity, i am realiing that you are giving me healing days of bliss and you are giving me protection, sometimes i feel like if i could just do one thing that was genuinely loving that my parents could just see that i truly care about them that all would be ok so i pray that i could today that i would stop being half hearted, and show my parents and my brother that i still truly and deeply love them and jesus please show them and all people that you love them infeintely deeper and i would ask for forgiveness again and a calm gentle night, thank you for remeding all my terrible situations whcih i thought i would have to carry and jesus thank you for the beautiful day it is an aweesome night and i love the music you have given me to listen to this night and the last few days, this ballad singer is awesome and may she be quadruply blessed at least for how awesome she has allowed me to remember the hopes i had when i was a kid, thank you for hte beautiful life, and i would ask for attentivieness and strength as well as a truly restful and silent light and a night in jesus chrsits name and although i have been through a dark night i would ask for healing and true light to banish all the negative nightmares that have been trying to keep me in problems i would ask for healing of my borkensness and that by grace i would come to you calmly, and humbly, i am grateful that you have allowed me to get this far, but i know you have even better plans for me loving plans that will come to frution and i would ask for the help to allow you r plas for me in this life to bloom into sunflowers of love that i could bear good fruit and i would ask for help because honestly its been hard recently even though i know you are guiding me its been a struggle against compulsiveness, against darkness against voices nad dellusions which arent even real, and also i admit that i may have had a huge part of this problem but i know you want me to get out of the darkness of unforgiveness of myself i ask for forgiveness to remember who i used to be, and who i am supposed to be, not in a judgemental way but in a loving way like when i was a kid at christmas when i would listen to my dad talk about ireland and his childhood in brooklyn, and my moms childhood with her horses, i would jsut ask that this negativity and all that represents would simply no longer have authority or any power over me or anyone in my house or anyone anywhere and i would ask for help to be able to get along with people, because there has been something gettingin my way, i worry that there is a serious fear in me and i would ask that you would calmly bring me to warm shore. to all a good a good night and i would ask that anyone reading this prayer would ask for peace, stillness and a refinement of my prayer life, that i would be able to pray and listen to jesus in a real and honest way and talk about what has been upsetting me in stillness and listen and accpet the answer that he would say amen.
Hello Sean, we stand with you in prayer! Remember, "He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will abide in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say to the Lord, 'My refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust'" (Psalm 91:1-2). God protects you always! Let's keep lifting up our brothers and sisters together. Amen.
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