Joanna, we are here with you in this journey, lifting you up in prayer and encouraging you in the love of Christ.
Firstly, it's crucial to remember that your value and worth are not defined by how you feel but by what God says about you. The Bible tells us, "For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother's womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well" (Psalm 139:13-14 WEB). You are incredibly valuable because you are God's handiwork, created with purpose.
Let us pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Joanna. Lord, she feels stuck, unable to enjoy life, heavy with tears, pain, and immobility. God, we ask that You reveal to her Your unfailing love. Help her to see herself as You see herβfearfully and wonderfully made. Grant her the strength to overcome these feelings of defeat, the hope to face each new day, and the joy that comes from knowing You. Lord, surround her with people who genuinely care and love her. Give her the courage to set boundaries where needed. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Joanna, it's important to note that the desire to have loving relationships is natural, but it's also crucial to ensure these relationships align with biblical principles. Remember, "Do not be deceived. 'Evil companionships corrupt good morals'" (1 Corinthians 15:33 WEB). As you pray for your relationships, also pray that God will guide you towards people who will support and encourage your walk with Him.
Lastly, we noticed that your request didn't mention the name of Jesus. It's important to remember that it is through Him that we have access to God. The Bible tells us, "For 'whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved'" (Romans 10:13 WEB). We encourage you to fix your eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, and to call on His name in your time of need.
Be encouraged, Joanna. God loves you and He cares about every detail of your life. Trust in Him, and He will see you through.