Anonymous
Beloved of All
A lot of unaddressed trauma, no emotional validation, descending into madness and feeling isolated and mentally warped, not obeying God. Refused to apologise to earthly father and I am tormented. Self harm from emotional invalidation from mother daily, not valuing me. And am unable to detach from some one in church who is exactly like her, sometimes verbally abusive, fearful of telling people about her because she is the only one who understands and tries to help but I live in constant fear of incurring her anger. Debt and the problems that follow owing to inability to repay relatives - stressful dynamic and trying to set up business to repay but unable to. Upset at sibling for being able to receive finances without conditions but mine had and gave me too much stress in repaying. I am physically sick, in pain daily from falling sick at job. Please pray for finances to pay debt of $40,000 and for emotional healing and my relationship with God who I have failed too much in being disobedient and don't feel deserving to face him. Thank you for praying.