We understand that you're going through a lot right now, and we want to lift you up in prayer and offer some biblical encouragement. Firstly, we want to remind you of the importance of calling on the name of Jesus. It is only in the name of Jesus that we can come to the Father in prayer. (John 14:6) "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
In terms of your healing, we believe that God cares about your physical needs. In Matthew 7:9-10 WEB: "Or who is there among you, who, if his son asks him for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, who will give him a serpent?"
We pray for your healing, that the Lord would touch your eyes and restore your sight is our desire. Our advice is to take any physical ailments to the Lord in prayer, trusting in His will and timing. Our hope is in Him.
Regarding your feelings of weariness and being alone, we want to remind you that God is always with you. In Hebrews 13:5 WEB, "...for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you." When you feel anxious, remember the words of Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
We also want to address the fact that you mentioned being alone. We want to encourage you to seek out a community of believers, as the Bible tells us in Hebrews 10:25 WEB, "...not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching."
Regarding your financial struggles, we encourage you to trust in God's provision and to seek His guidance in your life. In Matthew 6:25-34 (WEB), Jesus teaches us not to be anxious about what we will eat or drink or wear. "But seek first God's kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's own evil is sufficient."
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother/sister in need. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on their eyes, and we pray that You would restore their sight. We also pray for Your comfort and peace to surround them in their time of need. Help them to cast their anxieties on You, and to trust in Your provision for all of their needs. We ask that You would provide them a spouse or friends and family to aid them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.