HBPastorToBe
Servant of All
I know God has a purpose for everything he allows me to go through. Lord help me understand your will for what I'm faced with right now. I don't know hat I should be doing. I feel you want me to wait on you. Teach me how to wait patiently. I've been struggling with letting go of someone. I feel I should, but I also feel I shouldn't. This person has been in and out of my life for a few years now. But I feel she just uses me. But still I keep letting her back in. My heart longs for a relationship and its as if she takes advantage of this because she knows I care about her. Lord I ask you to move her completely out of my life If she is not sincere. If a change is coming in her keep me holding on. I don't like abandoning people, but I also hate being used and abused. Lord I know you know what's best for me. So Lord I ask you to do just that. I've let this person continually bring me and my kids misfortune. I believe she can be a good person. But the bad things she does or are a part of affects me and out way the good. She puts me in a mindset of Delilah with Samson. Feeding off my lust to gain advantage. I've been praying for her (Kristin Powell) for awhile now with little change. Maybe she's is just not the one for me. Give me a sign Lord. Reveal to me what I should do in regards to this. Reveal to me her true nature. So I can move on or hold on. Whatever you decide Lord is what I will do.