Horisar
Disciple of Prayer
Dear lord. I come before you today to pour out my bleeding heart to you and ask for a divine intervention. A divine and miraculous intervention in both my daughters lives. I feel I have failed drastically as a parent and I am lost and broken as both my children seem to be pushing me away. As you know I have struggled to raise these girls on my own without the help of their father both emotionally and financially. As my girls turn into young ladies (1 at 18yrs old and the other 16 turning 17) I feel like they are pushing me out of their lives and I don't understand why because I have given everything of myself and don't feel I am deserving of this treatment. I honestly feel neglected, used and unwanted by them especially my youngest who only now only comes around when she needs something. I can only blame myself as I obviously did not raise them right even though I tried. Dear lord in the case of SG, I ask that you soften her heart and her spirit. I feel strongly that she suffers from narcissistic personality disorder. She lacks empathy, compasaion and love most of the time and I don't know how to help her. As you know the more I try to intercede the further she pushes me away. I ask for a miraculous intervention lord into SG's life, that this behavior can be broken and that you fill SG's heart and spirit with love, kindness, empathy, patience and compassion for others. Please soften her and let her see how much I love and care for her and bring her closer to me dear lord. I also pray that you may miraculously heal SG's and MM's broken relationship which has also suffered due to her difficult ways and unrealistic expectations. In the case of TG, my youngest, I also ask for a miraculous intervention in her life. As you know she is recently consumed and controlled by her boyfriend DZ. As you are well aware, he is attracting and controlling her with extravagant gifts and now that he has his own place, TG is never home, always lying to me and going down a self sabotaging path and has almost completely pushed me away. She is only 16 dear lord. Where have I gone wrong? The harder I fight for her the further she pushes me away. I have lost all control and she treat me very poorly. I pray that TG will break away from thw clutches and temptation of money and choose to come home and not spend as much time with DZ. I pray that the control and infatuation that DZ has over TG be released so that TG can return home to me where she will be guided to finish high school and continue to pursue a great opportunity she has with a high level soccer team as you know she is talented. Please stop her from drinking and vaping and smoking pot and partying all the time with the wrong crowd. Please remove thw bad influences from TG's life and return her to me Dear lord the final prayer is for me. I am broken, my heart is burdened and I feel a lack of purpose as my children continue to push me away. Only you know the deep and intense hurt I am suffering with all this and I ask for your mercy and help with this situation. Please have mercy on me and heal this situation. I ask this in Jesus name