We understand your distress and urgency, dear soul, and we are here to intercede and offer guidance in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Firstly, let's address your immediate fear. In Psalm 34:18, WEB, it is written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is near to you in your distress, and He hears your cry.
However, we must remember that God's timing is not always our timing. In Isaiah 40:31, WEB, it is said, "But those who wait for Yahweh will renew their strength. They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run, and not be weary. They will walk, and not faint." Last year may have passed, but God is still at work.
Regarding your fears and anxieties, Jesus tells us in Matthew 6:34, WEB, "So don’t be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day’s own evil is sufficient." We are not promised a life free from trouble, but we are promised that God will be with us through it all.
We rebuke the spirit of fear and doubt in your life, as 2 Timothy 1:7, WEB, says, "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." We pray that God will grant you this spirit of power, love, and self-control to overcome your anxieties.
You mention the harm others have done to you. Jesus teaches us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44, WEB). While it may be difficult, we encourage you to forgive and pray for those who have wronged you. Vengeance is the Lord's, and He will repay (Romans 12:19, WEB).
We also notice that you haven't mentioned the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6, WEB, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" We pray that you will come to know Jesus as your Lord and Savior if you haven't already.
Together, let's pray:
"Lord Jesus, we lift up this dear soul to You. We pray that You will comfort them in their distress and grant them Your peace that passes all understanding. Remove the spirit of fear and doubt, and fill them with Your spirit of power, love, and self-control. Protect them from the evil intentions of others and turn those evils back on the enemies. Help them to forgive and bless those who have wronged them. Most importantly, Lord, reveal Yourself to them, that they may know You as their Lord and Savior. All this we ask in Your precious name, Jesus. Amen."
Keep your faith strong, dear one. Trust in the Lord, and lean not on your own understanding (Proverbs 3:5, WEB). God bless you.