looken4thelite
Humble Prayer Partner
9 months ago, our family was shattered, we lost everything, my youngest daughter 17 to her father a muslum, who hates me and God. Who also never has been involved in her life until she was 16. She left without looking back and wouldn't even allow me a contact number, just like her sister did 4 years prior to her father, never to look back. The same month she left, she had totaled our Truck (only transpertation) I was then without work due to illness that put me on disability, I came within days of loosing the roof over our head, my son could not go back to finish his last year of collage, but had to stay and take a job and take care of me, as my health continued to get worse and have been living through a complete nervous breakdown. I always smoothered all of my kids in love, never any abuise or neglect, and she would give me no reason as to why she was leaving me. Over the months my condition went from bad to worse, I have lost 50lb's and my hair began falling out and sores breaking out on my back, and throwing up everyday. Constant pain in my stomach and neck. And severe depression turned into severe panic attacks. I cry myself to sleep more nights than not. Now my son also has told me that he is very sick emotionally and can not funtion as he has grown severly depressed. Now we are both sick and can not help each other, don't know how we will go on. I keep having nightmares that I am dying, and begging my son to find my daughter before I die.
We are praying constantly, but it all just keeps getting harder. plz pray for us both.
We are praying constantly, but it all just keeps getting harder. plz pray for us both.