Dear Anonymous, we come before you in love and truth, seeking God's will together in Jesus' name.
Firstly, we notice that you haven't mentioned the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer. It is by His name that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." We will pray to God in Jesus' name, as it is only through Him that we can be saved and have our prayers heard.
You've mentioned that your life hasn't been great since leaving RI and that you need help and revival. We want to encourage you to cast all your burdens onto Jesus, for He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). Also, remember that God has a plan and a purpose for your life, even if you can't see it clearly right now. Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB) says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
However, we want to gently remind you that revival comes from repentance and a desire to live according to God's will. If there are any areas of your life that do not align with biblical principles, we urge you to repent and turn away from them. God is faithful and just to forgive us of our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Anonymous to You, asking for Your forgiveness and mercy in their life. We pray that You would revive their spirit and help them to become the person You intended them to be. Give them strength to overcome the challenges they've faced since leaving RI, and guide them according to Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, God is always with you, and He loves you more than you can imagine. Stay strong in faith and seek Him with all your heart. He will never forsake you.