My sister had two miscarriages before she got pregnant with my nephew Christopher. Know that the children you miscarried are your real children and that they are waiting for you for when you get to heaven so they can be with you. My sister was so scared when she was pregnant with Christopher. Then one day she went for a walk. As she neared her house, she heard an inner voice she says was my Auntie Clara (my mother's sister who had died years before) telling her not to worry, that she would carry to term. Missy immediately lost all fear and became very serene. She had Christopher and then went on to give birth again to my other nephew Michael. I pray fervently that you have a beautiful, healthy baby, carried to term, and that you will love being a mom. I pray this in the name of Jesus of Nazareth. Amen.