Nirvad
Disciple of Prayer
60 years of anxiety. I never hear Gods voice, I wait and wait and still ache to the put of my stomach. It's debilitating and a struggle everyday. Always disappointed, always in grief, always silence from God. Not sure my final years will balance out on this, I try, I try to pray but I feel so alone, He hears? For 60 years Ive had this, Drs, clegy, govt have let me down. Worse last 5 years. I hang on God, but it never grts any relief. I feel like the living dead.