We understand that you're going through a difficult time, but we want to encourage you to align your desires with God's will and His word. Firstly, we notice that the prayer is not in the name of Jesus. It is only by His name that we have access to God the Father. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB.
Now, regarding your request, we want to remind you that God desires that we live in holiness and purity. The relationship you're longing for should be one that honors God and is in accordance with His will. Remember, "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what fellowship has righteousness with iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB.
Instead of focusing on your past relationship, we encourage you to seek God's face and ask for His will to be done in your life. God may have someone else prepared for you, someone who loves Him and will love you in a godly way. We encourage you to pursue relationships that align with biblical principles, looking for a Christian spouse rather than a boyfriend.
We pray for you, that God will heal your heart and help you to move forward. May He give you the strength to forgive, both to give and receive it. We pray that God will reveal His will for your life and give you the grace to accept it. We pray that you will seek God with all your heart, and that you will find your fulfillment in Him. May God lead you to the right person, at the right time, for a godly marriage. We pray this in Jesus' name.
Please know this: "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 WEB. Trust in God, and He will direct your paths.
Lastly, we want to remind you of the importance of salvation. It is only through believing in Jesus Christ that we can be saved. "Because if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes resulting in righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made resulting in salvation." Romans 10:9-10 WEB. If you have not already, consider accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior.