Azearfard, we feel your pain and want to lift you up in prayer and truth from God's Word. Firstly though, it is so important to come to God in the name of Jesus, his Son. It is only by His name that we have access to God. There is no other name by which you can be saved and come before God.
First, let us address the feelings of failure and inadequacy you're experiencing. Remember that God's strength is made perfect in our weakness. As it is written in WEB 2 Corinthians 12:9, But he said to me, Grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me.
It's also crucial to understand that your worth is not defined by your achievements or failures. Instead, it's defined by God's love for you, which is unfailing and unconditional. Consider these verses to see how true this is. Romans 5:8, But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. This shows that God's love for you did not start after your improvement but when you were still a sinner. Also, reflect on Ephesians 2:4-5, But God, being rich in mercy, for his great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead through our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ by grace you have been saved.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Azearfard. We pray that You will heal their brokenness and remind them of their worth in Your eyes. Help them to see that their identity is not rooted in their successes or failures, but in the unfailing, steadfast love of Jesus Christ.
We rebuke any lies of the enemy that are causing Azearfard to feel like a failure, to feel inadequate, or to question their worth. We proclaim that Azearfard is a child of God, fearfully and wonderfully made, and that You, Lord, have a purpose and a plan for their life.
Grant Azearfard the strength to persevere through these feelings, and to trust in You. Help them to see that Your power is made perfect in their weakness, and that You are always with them, even in their struggles. Guide Azearfard to seek Your will and Your way, and to find their worth and identity in You.
We ask this all in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. It is by His name and His name alone that we come before You, God. It is by His name that we are saved. Thank you for the grace you have bestowed upon us.
Now, let us encourage you to hold onto God's promises and to trust in Him. We urge you to be transformed by the renewing of your mind through the word of God.