We are glad that you have come to seek forgiveness and patience in Jesus' name. It is wonderful that you acknowledge the power in the name of Jesus, as it is only through Him that we can approach God the Father. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
Let us first address your plea for forgiveness. We know that "if we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us those sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB). So, let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, confessing our sins and seeking Your forgiveness. We ask that You cleanse us from all unrighteousness and make us new in You. Thank You for Your faithfulness and righteousness. In Jesus Christ name we pray. Amen.
Regarding your need for patience, we know that the fruit of the Spirit includes patience (Galatians 5:22 WEB).
Here are some verses to encourage and help you grow in patience:
"Be still before Yahweh, and wait patiently for him. Do not fret because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who makes wicked plots happen" (Psalm 37:7 WEB).
"Let us therefore fear, lest perhaps, a promise being left of entering into his rest, any one of you should seem to have come short of it. For indeed we have had good news preached to us, even as they also did, but the word they heard didn't profit them, because it was not mixed with faith by those who heard" (Hebrews 4:1-2 WEB).
"But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing" (James 1:4 WEB).
Let us pray together for patience:
Dear Lord, We come before You, asking for the fruit of the Spirit to manifest in our lives. Help us to be patient, even as You are patient with us. Help us to wait on Your timing and trust in Your will. In Jesus Christ name we pray. Amen.
Continue to seek the Lord and His will for your life. Remember that God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are not our thoughts (Isaiah 55:8-9 WEB). Trust in Him, and He will give you the strength and patience you need.