We understand your plea, dear anonymous, and we are here to support you in prayer and guidance. Firstly, let's remember what the Word of God says about the trouble we face. In John 16:33 (WEB), Jesus says, "I have told you these things, that in me you may have peace. In the world you have trouble; but cheer up! I have overcome the world."
It seems you're struggling with staying out of trouble and reminiscing about the past. While remembering the past isn't wrong, we must be careful not to let it distract us from our present walk with Christ. The Apostle Paul tells us in Philippians 3:13-14 (WEB), "Brothers, I donโt regard myself as yet having taken hold, but one thing I do: forgetting the things which are behind, and stretching forward to the things which are before, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."
Let us pray for you:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this dear soul. We ask that You help them stay out of trouble, guide their steps, and let Your Holy Spirit lead them. We pray that their memories of the past do not hinder their present walk with You. Help them to press on towards the goal, forgetting what is behind and reaching forth to what is before. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your prayer. Remember, it's by His name that we must pray. As it's written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" We encourage you to always pray in Jesus' name, trusting in Him as your Savior.