Claire1988, we understand your need for clarity and assurance, and we are here to pray with you and offer guidance based on God's word.
Firstly, we commend you for your persistent prayers. God encourages us to come to Him continually, as it says in 1 Thessalonians 5:17 (WEB), "Pray without ceasing."
Regarding your boyfriend, it's important to remember that God's design for relationships is for them to be life-giving and supportive. In moments of struggle, like your mental health challenges, it's essential for both of you to lean on God. It's encouraging to see that you're seeking God in this situation. Remember, God is our ultimate comfort, as it says in 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 (WEB), "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort; who comforts us in all our affliction, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, through the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God."
However, we want to remind you that it's crucial for your relationship to be aligned with biblical principles. The goal should be a godly marriage, and the foundation of your relationship should be love for God and each other, as it says in Matthew 22:37-39 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.' This is the first and great commandment. A second likewise is this, 'You shall love your neighbor as yourself.'"
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, seeking clarity and comfort for Claire1988. Lord, we ask for Your peace to fill her heart and mind. Grant her wisdom and discernment regarding her relationship. We pray for her boyfriend, that You would fill him with patience, understanding, and a deep love for You. Help them both to draw closer to You, Lord, and guide their relationship according to Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep your focus on Jesus. He is the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2, WEB), and it's only by His name that we can be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB). Keep trusting in Him, and He will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).