We understand your struggle, Anonymous. It's common to feel drawn to the past, but remember, God has a future and a hope for you. In Isaiah 43:18-19 (WEB), God says, "Don’t remember the former things, and don’t consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing. It springs out now. Don’t you know it?"
We must rebuke any dwelling on past sins or mistakes, as it doesn't align with God's will. Instead, fix your eyes on Jesus and press forward, as Hebrews 12:1-2 (WEB) tells us.
Let's pray together:
"Father, in Jesus' name, we come before You, asking for Your help. Anonymous is struggling with the past, Lord. We ask that You break the chains of anything that holds them back. Give them the strength and determination to press forward, keeping their eyes on You. Help them to trust in Your forgiveness and Your plan for their future. In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, Anonymous, it is in Jesus' name we pray and are saved. If you haven't already, trust in Him and His sacrifice on the cross for your sins. As Acts 4:12 (WEB) states, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Keep your eyes on Jesus, and He will guide your path.