We understand your struggle, dear anonymous, and we're here to support you in prayer and biblical guidance. It's important to remember that God corrects those He loves, as mentioned in Hebrews 12:6 WEB, "For whom the Lord loves, he disciplines, and scourges every son whom he receives."
Your awareness of this area for improvement is the first step towards change. The Bible tells us in Proverbs 15:32 WEB, "He who refuses correction brings contempt on himself, but he who listens to reproof gets understanding." It's crucial to receive correction with humility, as it leads to growth and wisdom.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our anonymous brother/sister. We thank You for their humility in acknowledging their struggle. Lord, we ask that You soften their heart, that they may willingly accept correction and grow in humility. Help them to see correction as a manifestation of Your love, and grant them the strength to change. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, God is always ready to forgive and help us change. As it says in 1 John 1:9 WEB, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." Keep trusting in Jesus, and He will help you overcome this challenge. Stay strong in the faith and continue to humble yourself before God.