We understand that you are seeking prayer for a past event that still troubles you, and we are here to intercede and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, let's remember what the Apostle Paul said in Philippians 4:6-7 (WEB): "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
We can claim this peace even when we are troubled by past events. However, it's important to remember that God wants us to cast our burdens upon Him, not to dwell on the past, but to live in the present and trust Him for the future.
Regarding the mention of "an unacceptable abomination," we must recall the words of God in Ezekiel 18:21-22 (WEB): "But if the wicked turn from all his sins that he has committed, and keep all my statutes, and do that which is lawful and right, he shall surely live. He shall not die. None of his transgressions that he has committed will be remembered against him..."
Even if something was against God's will, if the person involved repents and turns to God, it is not held against them. We should pray for this person, that they may turn to God if they haven't already.
Let us pray together:
"Father in heaven, we come before You in Jesus' name to lift up this situation from the past that still troubles Orad. We ask for Your peace that surpasses all understanding to guard Orad's heart and mind. We also pray for the person who committed this act, that they would repent and turn to You. Please comfort all those affected, and help them to cast their burdens upon You, trusting in Your goodness and mercy. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we want to encourage you, Orad, to continue to trust in God and His goodness. Remember the words of Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB): "'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" Trust that God has a plan and a purpose for you, and He can bring good even out of the most painful situations.