Valrisune
Disciple of Prayer
17 years trials and depression. God is good, world evil. 61 now. Tired. Self harm thoughts. Don't want to live here anymore. No direction from God. Tired of wandering, fear. $70k debt trying to get good job. Now can't keep them. Numerous interviews no hire. Very depressed, hopeless, want to go to God. Pointless being here.