zero blessings

Please Jesus why do you make me suffer like this? I always followed your commandments and now I am following more than ever why can't you give me my husband? I want to be a perfect housewife, please Jesus! Come to Me and heal me and grant me all the wishes of my heart! My heart's desires is to...

Please Jesus I ask of you that you give me a husband otherwise take me up to heaven with you. Please I have done absolutely everything you asked for in scriptures and yet I receive zero blessings and no desire of my heart is given. Please Jesus show me that you are not a fantasy. Make yourself...