UPDATE!! my Wednesday appointment went very well and i left it laughing and smiling because i gave my surgeon a hat i knit him! but anyways- i will be seeing a GI tomorrow at 11am, i was placed in exactly the right place to get an appointment SO quickly... truly carried through the whole...
god, please let my Wednesday appointment go well. how it is meant to go. i will go with your flow. but you must protect me from meddling. i will not accept a surgery that will satisfy the wrong people.