Ive got the energy and motivation. I've got the faith for it too. But I need the rythmn and the vibe for dominion and stewardship. I insist on being ascetic and modest in my manner and it gets me a bad rap with the uppidys which are often satanic. They arent to blame and I dont have any trouble...
I am getting angry. The neighbors give off a vibe of arrogance. I desperately want them removed swiftly. There is an Arab couple who arrived and makes explosive noises with the furniture, cabinet doors, etc. I am fed up. The two are monitoring me. I am not making this up. The male is a "navy...