untreated uncontrolled diabetes

i reall cant take car eof myself and my mom and grandma. i haev no sa yin my lfie. i feel aloen and aso have phobias. i jsut dotn jknwo what todo. i wish tot alkto someoen who canhelp em God send soemone who wont alwyays yela tme.ijsut dotn want to keep goign. my whoel life someoen yelled at...