I have a bad pattern, everything goes the OPPOSITE of the way I need it to,and then eventually "solutions" come with their own set of problems.It wasn't like this years ago,when my life was normal and more predictable.Maybe because in the last days is why the bottom has fallen out?(because I...
There are things happening in a few categories around the same time coming up, and because of the "iffy" nature of them, {and even that one might clash with the other} my nerves are on edge over this. Don't like uncertainty and unpredictability and obstacle courses.
Just creeped out by the unpredictability of life. You try to do things in a sensible way, and we live in a chaos-filled world. Not for me!! I don't have the tolerance for it.
I like to do things in an organized way. So what "throws me off" is the unpredictability and uncertainty of life. You plan on something and then circumstances change and then it's uncertain how the best way is. To keep my nerves intact when life throws me surprises.
Because of the instability of life in the fallen world with iffy situations with uncertainty and unpredictability some situations of which I have hanging over me I feel dread like who knows when what is going to happen..