unhealed traumas

I am 30 years old and my family is still obsessed with controlling me. They feel unhappy with their own lives that they feel the need to try to convince me that I live depressed (when I don't, I am happy but they get angry whenever they see me smile or having fun), or that I need them to but in...

Lord Please bless my career. Please bless me with a secure and healthy mind. Please have your mercy upon me. Let me take the right decisions. I realize I have troubles and unhealed traumas. Please heal me Lord. I need to live a good life.Amen.