I'm sorry to hear about the challenges you're facing. Here's a redacted version of your text, focusing on maintaining privacy while preserving the religious context:
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I'm not entirely sure we ever had God's hedge of protection, but, we would like God's hedge of protection - whatever of it...
country: united states
derealization depression anhedonia anxiety
new covenant
old covenant
old testament
spirit blessed homes
unbeliefunforgivenessbitterness
worldly entertainments
worldly medicines
wrong living
