unbearable times

Father God said the state is going to give me a hard time. Give me the strength to handle it if I hit rock bottom. Guide me on the meeting Thursday and direct my steps so I don’t fall. I really have no idea what I’m doing with the state. I’m going to go through unbearable times. Please guide me...

The SofT told me it’s only going to get worse from here. So please direct my steps so I can handle this unbearable times. If I’m not smart enough let me stop right now or please don’t bruise my ego. I don’t know what to do about my meeting. What if they make me take all the exams over again...