unbearable suffering

These satanic people kept speaking word curses over me and about all the time and they still are. They called me fat cow, fat pig, fat whale, hippopotamus, jumbo Jane, etc. They told me that I am ugly and worthless and don't deserve anything good. They publicly humiliated me in front of other...

I am truly sorry to keep asking for prayer but I am so scared today.😢 My health is really deteriorating and I am in desperate need of healing but am afraid that me being afraid is a lack of faith so I won't be healed? This thought makes me so afraid 😢 I am also confused as some Christians say...