unbearable depression

I have been suffering from unbearable depression since I was 12 years old. Nobody knows about this and I'm very very lonely. I have no grandparents or siblings and I don't really have a relationship with my parents. I basically don't have a home. I struggle really badly with suicidal ideation...

Pls make dua/prayer for me..i'm living in unbearable depression & loss & anxiety...alone, empty, in this terrible corrupt country India, without a hom, after terrible abuse was done to me again by father getting me locked in psychs, which destroyed my whole life I was building, I lost my...

please pray for me i struggle with unbearable depression and anxiety and ptsd i have been filled with gut wrenching fear toward evrything healthy anxiety what ofs and agoraphobia for years i have a distrist for Jesus and i have guilt i fee completey hopeless and i am also struggling with mood...