ugly person

Hello everyone, I’m going through a rough time. At one point I felt like a good person and now I feel like I’m losing my mind. I quit my job, nearly dropped out of school, blocked out mostly everyone out of my life, and have partaken in many addictions. I don’t know who I am anymore. Every time...

God change this ugly person inside that I am. Help me to stop being selfish. Make me personable and understanding. Help people stop misunderstanding me and my intentions. It's lonely. I want real friends, not those who are friends because they want something or play politics. You made me Lord...