trillion angels

mymothe is very abusive and I need God to help her stop being so abusive towards me. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of all the pain. Lord, please please please please help me and my family. I am caring for my grandma, please help me. Lord, I have these health issues too. Lord, please please...

my mother who has aspergers gives me so much work I want to kill myself. also my grandmother is bedridden for years need healing. I am her caregiver and I can't care for her properly because I am so weak and now I have this diabetes problem I can't do this on my own LORD SEND a trillion angels...