toxic thinking

Calling for proponents in the churches for prayers to erase the western phenomenon of self hate. Adults pressured by ageism giving up like zombies in and out of support groups I go to that they're too old for passions, cannot have as aspirations, or failing goals to where I suspect, The Devil...

Please, take my life and this day in Your hands, Jesus! I am seing the doctor - please let me remember to tell her everything she needs to help me. Grant her wisdom to help me in a good way. Please, let me get the help I need to get well. Please, I pray I dont have cancer or something I can die...