toxic thinking

Calling for proponents in the churches for prayers to erase the western phenomenon of self-hate. Adults pressured by ageism giving up like zombies in and out of support groups I go to that they're too old for passions, cannot have aspirations, or failing goals to where I suspect, The Devil...

Please, take my life and this day in Your hands, Jesus! I am seing the doctor - please let me remember to tell her everything she needs to help me. Grant her wisdom to help me in a good way. Please, let me get the help I need to get well. Please, I pray I dont have cancer or something I can die...