time loss

Jesus why my life is so bitter and hard and it felt like a failure where like nothing is beginning it is just about injustice and unfairness discrimination, and time loss and when will I not be looked down or mocked and when will you restore the time eaten by locust and fulfill the vision you...

Pray that Jesus will let me know what to do during the time wasted in between jobs, and no income but there is income for foreigners and also finding an equally yoked wife. I had tried very hard on my own to find and now must wait and wait so who is going to compensate me for the time loss and...