third wheel

Dear Heavenly Father I come to you in the name of Jesus, Lord I'm on my knees ready to give up because I don't know who I am anymore, I don't like who I have become, everyday I put a smile on my face and hide the truth of how I feel, I'm depressed Lord because I have lost the woman I love with...

*URGENT Lord, can you please guide me to the right choice and with who I must live, my baby's father or with my mother. I am 6 weeks pregnant and got separated from my baby's father... both my ex and my mom are emotionally and psychologically abusive...except my mother is controlling, my ex is...