terrible regret

I'm suffering like never before, as I lost my career job @ ###. I began to stress daily, I went into depression, that is horrible, which led to anxiety I've never experienced, then insomnia that too, I've never experienced,... I've become isolated, and unable to do anything I used to do, and I'm...

My depression has kicked in full mode and I left my husband who's currently serving time in prison I'm in terrible regret and wish he would call me soon before Christmas we just built a beautiful relationship focusing on God and everything was beautiful and right and then I go and do this I'm...