MASSIVE PAIN AND SADNESS IN HEART- 40 YEARS OLD AND LIFE WASTING AWAY. GOD NEVER FULFILLS DESIRE OF MY HEART AND ITS BRUTALLY PAINFUL. I'LL GIVE U $1000 IF GOD EVER COMES THROUGH BUT I KNOW THAT WOULD BE WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE AND IT HURTS TOO MUCH FOR WORDS EVERY DAY EVERY...