suicide hate

Dear God If you can help I really need you to help. You know I am soooo angry and pissed off because I look at my past and I see no where where I loved. I constantly think about death I constantly think about suicide. I hate the way that I responded to the opportunities that you gave me. I am...

Please don’t let hate consume me , I think of suicide, I hate myself , everyone hates me , they hate the sight of me . God help, have your Holy Spirit change me , please .