suicidal need

I need help to book a trip to see my family in another State. I need help with the flight and arrangements and booking accomodation and where to stay. I need help with my dad who is dying and my mum who hates me and is sick. I need help with money. I need help to clean up my flat and move out...

Dear lord, I am extremely scared, worried and anxious. I am now facing the consequences that I never thought that I would be facing. My cleaning lady filed at least 2 cases against me - it's an uphill battle because she had someone at her back to stage the whole thing. She even 'collected' or...