suffering feel

Please pray for me I beg you. its so hard! I’m not emotionally and mentally strong. I feel either like I’m dying or numb. I messed up my life and Gods perfect plan and timing by a sin. It’s turned my world upside down and its effects have torn through my life. It’s more than I can handle most...

I pray that God will fully use me to serve him as he sees best .The world is so full of evil forces and suffering. I feel as if I am rudderless at times and if I could serve God better, I would truly love to do that to help others and God's many good causes known and unknown. Amen...