strange thoughts

Ever since I had miscarriage at five months this January 2024, is been one health issues or the other, since early July I have been having hotness in my chest, ND when my BP was checked the nurse said it was very very high for my age ( she said it was 160/100), and lately I have been finding it...

Some strange thoughts pass over my mind and I just want to do things correctly so I will not harm anybody or perhaps I would be the only one damaged at the very end. Also, my wife has just started a small business and I wish her only the best so she can cope with everything regarding that. I am...