stable well paying job

Please pray for me😭 I work in very toxic environment company which makes me look like a failure to my kids it's a huge struggle for me to wake up every morning and go to work and doesn't give me peace at all I desperately need a stable well paying job with a healthy working environment.

To get an awesome God given husband To get a stable well paying job Every time I meet a man,we talk and then he goes silent,every time am about to get a job, confusion comes in and I miss the job