spiritual pride

I'm sorry to hear about your situation. Here's the redacted version of your text: I'm a part of this fellowship group led by a very toxic pastor. Boy oh boy he's got a big ego, likes to be referred to as "reverend", never admits any wrongs, never heard him say sorry even once, always expect...

I confess that I had spiritual pride and it made me have prayers hindered. I confess also that if someone is rude to me I take it personal " how dare they" and struggle with meek mild humble. I really don't like any criticism of any type. I really try but it's not natural at all for me. We are...