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why bother praying any more? i have prayed for an unbelievably long time. no prayers answered to speak of. sick and tired hearing "god's timing" so much for praying as the bible says "pray with confidence, boldness, expecting to receive" thoughts for years of departing this earth have circled...

The depression and loneliness continue. It's something I've had for years. Much worse since my mother recently died. I have nobody in my life. I've never had a friend. Only acquaintances who came around whenever they needed something. I'm all alone and I hate it. I've tried to meet people...