sinful need

Am too sinful, I need God to forgive. And when I turned my soul to him everything in my life has worsened

IVE BEEN WATCHING PORN FOR A LONG TIME. I KEEP REPENTING AND DOING IT BUT MY REPENTANCE IS FAKE. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME TO TRULY REPENT AND TO LOVE GOD ALMIGHTY JESUS CHRIST. I'M SO SELFISH AND I REPENTANT. GOD HAS BEEN TOO GOOD TO ME BUT I'VE BEEN SO SINFUL. I NEED THE HOLY SPIRIT TO HELP ME...