silent cries

I have lots of silent cries in my heart regarding not knowing how to do the jobs my boss wants me to do, how to heal the bone inflammation at my right sacroiliac joint, how to be recovered from pelvis misalignment and pain, how to pay rents and bills, how to resume my freedom of sitting and...

Pls pray for me, I am alone in overseas but I am overcoming lots of emotional pain due to the rejection and abandonment. I have lots of disappointment and silent cries. I really wanna weep but not able to as the pain is too deep. and I knew a bit late, until I knew closed one lied to me...