There is something wrong with my life rejection ,stagnation, joblessness, lust, I watch pornography just to feel something anything, then masturbate and feel nothing,shame doesn't live here,am numb to it,guilt doesn't live here, am numb to it. My life is like a wilderness nothing to show for...
Here is 5:27am, I still cannot sleep, very strange. Pray that I will find peace n rest in God. I will be able to sleep at 10pm then wake up in early morning quiet time with God. Pray that God helps me with this that I will hv a settled heart and I can hv recovering sleep each night. In Jesus'...