self loathing

god, you're going to have to heal this out of me, i can't fix my chronic fear of succeeding and doing well for myself, so many expectations, so many responsibilities,- this avoidance is causing me extreme depression and self-loathing, I'm not being good to myself nor anyone else. heal me layer...

I prefer to work privately and anonymously due to all my delusions about being helpless, powerless, defeated and miserable. I'm tired of being broke, invisible and ignored all my life. My prayer to a working God is that all who join my prayer receive $300 million in valid currency or equivalent...

To get through every spiritual battle successfully on my way to my calling from God. Satan has been really trying to extinguish it for years. People get in the way. My fear and self-loathing get in the way. Also, I just don't know exactly how I'm going to make it happen, because obstacles will...

My depression is worsening. My insomnia is back. I fight everyone around me, isolate myself. And I am attacked by intrusive thoughts of self loathing. And suicidal thoughts. This time feels different. I feel like I will lose. I cant feel Jesus near me. Prayfor healing, forgiveness and for...

Lord, I am more flawed, and more screwed up and broken than I would ever really want to admit to myself. But at the same time, I am more cherished, more loved, more forgiven, more surrounded by his presence than my heart will ever dare let me believe. I recognize that I have put on the throne...

Dear Lord, please help my dad heal from surgery, thank you for the good news about my cousins wife, please watch over me and the kids. I’m angry, I wish to stay this way, it’s a better emotion than self loathing and depression. My ex wife won Lord, she got what she wanted, continues to get what...

Dear Jesus! Thank you for all Your love and answers to my needs ❤️ Please keep healing me from all my trauma. Please take my anger, my triggers, my sadness, my selfloathing, my fears and anxiety from me. Carry it for me, I can not do it myself. Forgive me for all my sins ❤️ Pray for a beautiful...

Prayer request for divine healing in all areas, especially with self-loathing right now. Removal of depression.

Please pray for me. I have found it easier to forgive others than myself. I had an extremely difficult and embattled childhood. As a result, I became angry but held it in. In the process I hurt others by lying. I know I caused others pain and suffering--no fault of theirs. It is so out of my...

I have sinned. In my youth I used my tongue as a poison arrow and hurt some people badly. I lied, and, at that time, I believed it wasn't a lie or just didn't care. I can't quite remember. All I know is that I was wrong. I am very ashamed and guilt-ridden. The act is so far from my character...

I am in need of prayer! It feels like I am under a spiritual attack by Satan. My thoughts are not my own, they keep leaning towards hatred and self-loathing and instead of lifting people up with my words I'm tearing them down. I'm scared!