Lord, I feel like the worst thing possible.... I feel like I don't deserve your love or anyone elses..I have comed back to you but I feel ripped apart inside... like I'm not good enough... I don't think a good man of God could ever love me even if I follow you... I feel like they will always...
My abuser is a man, a family member, who pretends to be a man of God. He has influence over others and their perseptions of reality. He abuses me, makes sure I don't leave his house, get a job, or anything that would help me leave. Everyone believes him and his "goodness" while behind closed...